today is the first day i’m not really sure what to write since i started doing this weekly in may of 2023. i guess that’s a pretty good run. i’m still here though. i’m still writing. what am i going to do… say nothing at all? sometimes there’s something to be found in the nothingness. i made a deal with myself with music that i’d try to get to the studio 5 days a week, even on the days that i don’t feel it. looking back i guess i don’t really remember the days where i ‘didn’t feel it.’ i’m sure some of those…

i’m working through a lot of songs for the umpteenth time here. a big focus on just arranging things. arrangement can be really frustrating. i don’t know for sure if everything is right. i don’t know if there even is a right?  i did have a breakthrough with a song temporarily titled stay with a breakdown that feels like the whole track dives under water. so i’m happy about that. it’s hard to…

today feels like the first monday in awhile that i got my shit together. i woke up early, went for a 5k run in the below zero degree temperature. it was damn cold, but the feeling after… there’s no better feeling. i think it’s important to do things you don’t want to do. things that not everyone does. it keeps the muscle working. the discipline muscle.  working for yourself is really just discipline. first you work hard enough to break free of…

this year be weirder. find your weirdness and cherish it. nurture it. be thankful for it. if you think you’re taking a chance creatively, push it one step further. love harder, even when it’s the bigger thing to do. laugh harder, especially with those you love to laugh with. don’t worry about those on a journey that doesn’t inspire you. it’s not for you and that’s okay. hang out with friends more. support their work and ask them how they’re…

this next batch of songs is slowly coming together, but i’m almost afraid to go through all the demos i’ve written. i know “a day of organization” is necessary at this point, but every time i get to the studio i am tempted with “just one more demo today before I do that.” maybe i’m afraid there isn’t a real star in the mix yet, i’m not quite sure, but i can’t bring myself to…

I suppose that’s why I like music. At its best it’s extremely rewarding. At its worst it exposes all the insecurities I have. Any lack of self-esteem is brought out by a piss-poor day in the studio. Magnified really. “Love what you do and you never have to work a day in your life.” I guess that’s true in a sense, but it conveniently neglects the days that it’s hard. Sometimes I go back and listen to a random song from my catalog and it’ll break me, it’ll all feel…

“This isn’t live?” a comment in the chat read during the youtube premiere of my skytrain pop-up. It was probably innocuous, but it highlights the fact that you can’t satisfy everyone when doing things. Even free things. Here we are, throwing a free party, and then putting the entire thing on youtube for free to watch, and still someone can be disappointed it’s not live. In these cases I’ve learned…

The premiere for the pop up rave we through on the vancouver skytrain rave is this wednesday, at 7PM PST. If you RSVP right now, you’ll have a chance to win some vinyl. Make sure you tune in because you can’t win if you’re not there! The video is really great. I’m proud of it. My friend Kyle finished the edit after we discussed how it should look and feel, and he did a fantastic job. It really feels like you’re there. Throwing parties and filming them are…

A bit of a delay in the newsletter this week. My apologies! Last Thursday we ended up throwing a pop up in Montreal. A last minute thing. Was all a bit hectic but ultimately came out extremely positive. That’s been consistent with all of the pop ups. The stress organizing these pop-ups is often through the roof, but the payoff really feels worth it. It’s moving the pulse in a way that feels more organic, authentic. I feel more connected with the people attending, I love that. Lately, I’ve also been thinking more about…

My tour continues Thursday in one of my favourite cities… Montreal! I hope to see you there. Some tickets are still available. Also I really appreciate all the kind messages about my new song Background Noise. This one felt different. It feels so good to play this one live. Sometimes they just hit right. I played Vegas and Calgary this past weekend. Calgary was sold out. Vegas always makes me thing about gambling…

On Friday morning I woke up in Dallas at 6am and posted a tiktok saying “hey vancouver, text me the word TRAIN if you wanna try a different kind of pop up.” I had two flights that day. I flew to Denver, the texts had started to come in. By the time I landed in Vancouver at 3pm, it had started to circulate. I hadn’t told anyone what the plan was yet. At 5PM we said, meet at New Westminster skytrain station at…

Halloween was an exhausting hodgepodge of both of my projects playing 3 shows in 48 hours and it was an absolute blast. I did 2 shows in LA with Glass Petals and 1 in Vancouver as Felix. It’s fun having both projects rolling at the same time. The Brownies & Lemonade party in LA was full of energy, I love everything that company has contributed to the scene. Just throwing fun parties for the culture. We chatted about…

I’m sitting in a coffee shop back in Vancouver after playing 4 shows in 3 days this weekend. What a whirlwind. I’m pretty exhausted. Not sure if I’m getting older, or if it was actually just an insane travel / show weekend. I think it was more the latter. I’m still young baby! Some quick math for y’all — from Vancouver to Kingston to Alabama and back — a total of 4 train rides, 5 flights, 6 hours of driving and not a lot of sleep. I guess being a BIT tired is…

I kicked off my tour this weekend in Denver with 2 shows. Both were at Larimer Lounge. Friday and Saturday. It’s pretty rare for me to have back to back nights in the same city, it was a nice change. There’s something enjoyable about being able to unpack your suitcase in the hotel room, hang your shirts up, no worries about leaving early the next day. Night 1 at Larimer Lounge was in the main room. It was packed and I really liked it. It felt like a dive bar with….

Sorry I missed my newsletter yesterday. It was Canadian Thanksgiving. I decided to take the day off… mostly. I worked on some visuals in the morning before we had a family dinner. That was very nice. My nephew is 5 now and I’m officially the “fun uncle” aka let’s whip Beanie Babies at my head while we run around my parents’ basement screaming (him in joy and me in fear.) It is a blast though and I love spending time with him. I guess there’s nothing more Canadian than apologizing for…